KECOH!

What happen?

Cik id gaduh with jiran sebelah at his parents house at telok blangah.

When?

Yesterday during hari raya haji visit. Happened around 8.30pm-9pm.

Who?

Cik id was the main person who gaduh with the mum (jiran).

Why?

See below... im gonna tell right from the start what happened.

To make things easier i shall call cik id as dad ok. He is after all a father figure.

Me, mum, nenek, dad and of course megat went to dad's parent's house at telok blangah. Went there to celebrate hari raya haji. We reached there around 6pm.

After we ate, i was busily surfing the net through my phone inside the house. Nenek too was sitting inside the house. Mum accompanied Megat cos he playing outside near the lift and staircase area.

Just for information, the house (level 6) was the second unit after you get out from the lift and turn right. The first house (nearest to lift and staircase area) was a new tenant. They're of a darker skin tone (paham2 je la siapa k). Got the mum and son live there. She no husband.

On that level 6, there are about 10 units or more i believe unlike my house here only got 7 units. Mostly people rent and they do not own the house... including the above people mentioned.

So....

Megat and 2 of his girl friends age 4 and 6 yrs old were playing ball at the platform in between lift and staircase. Dad was outside smoking cigarette at first. Then he came in to watch football with his dad and his younger bro. Mum was outside accompanying megat and the 2 girls. 

Suddenly....

Mum came in with a wth look on her face and carrying megat to go in the house. And then she said that jiran sebelah told off my mum or smth like that... i cant remember what exactly mum said at that moment. Dad heard and he said APA? DIA MARAH MEGAT? Then he straight away got out of the house and shouted to the jiran sebelah (mother figure in that house) WHATS YOUR PROBLEM? Apa lagi.. tros aku kluar uh! Then i cant catch what she said cos my dad was shouting at the same time. Yeah i got problem hearing people out when their pronounciation not clear or both talk at the same time :x 

When things cooled down, i asked mum and dad what happened.

It started when megat n the 2 girls playing football. THEY're damn small.. I CANT EVEN HEAR THE BALL MAKE NOISE cos they dont kick like adults do what. They just DRIBBLE the ball. I can hear megat's noise like screaming for the ball which lasted a fraction of a second. Then the jiran who was standing at her window said to my mum: EH DONT PLAY HERE, I WAN WATCH TV.

Mum ignored cos heck like i said i cant even hear megat n the 2 girls playing!

After a few mins, that bloody person opened her curtain (SHE GOT PUT CURTAIN ACTING AS A DOOR ALTHO GOT DOOR) and stood at her gate telling off my mum: DONT LET THE KIDS PLAY NEAR MY HOUSE (smth of that phrase) Tu yang teros my mum brought megat back in the house.

Dad baru told mum that if the jiran marah megat, memang nak kena dia dari aku. (Y) Dad said.. rezki dia kena dgn aku. HAHAH!

Some of their conversations:

dad: WHERE YOU STAY? YOU LIVE IN THE JUNGLE IS IT? EVEN IN THE JUNGLE, THE ANIMALS MAKE NOISE!

dad: COME ON LA, YOU LIVE IN A HDB! YOU DONT LIVE IN A BUNGALOW OR PRIVATE HOUSE. THIS CORRIDOR IS A PUBLIC PLACE. OF COURSE THERE IS NOISE COS PEOPLE NEED TO WALK UP AND DOWN WHAT!

jiran's son: F YOU LA! F! F! F OFF! F YOU!

mum said dalam hati after the incident: DIA TINGGAL SITU BARU FEW MONTHS AND YOUR FAMILY (refer to dad's side) LIVE THERE FOR 30 YEARS SUROH WE F OFF.. BANYAK CANTIK MUKA! TAK SEDAR DIRI!

How special it is to be not blood related....

Yesterday kecoh skejap.

Mama went with Megat to fetch cik id from work. Then at night she smsed me that she will be late cos she go see cars.
Then a few minutes later, she called me. She asked me to transfer 1k to her bank account. She said she wanted to buy a Honda Stream :D Colour is brown and its auto! Hehe.. i can drive when da dapat licence ;)
I was excited at that moment!

But the atmosphere changed when they got back home. Mama called Cik Nisha (mama's younger brother's wife). Mama's brother is Cik Ali. Cik Ali ni lebih younger and dulu bila we still stay at Jalan Damai, quite rapat with them cos their house also near us. Furthermore, cik Nisha is a nurse like mama. Cik Ali ni slalu jugak pinjam duit Mama then he got pay back. Then Mama pon pernah pinjam their car for a day to go johor and we jaga it properly. And I thought there is mutual trust. I WAS WRONG.

Untuk dapat car loan, we cant put the car under my mum's name. Altho gaji alhamdulillah stable, but she got bad records of debts. We also cant put the car under cik id's name cos he's a freelancer which means gaji tak tetap.. susah nak dapat loan kereta. My name lagi la tak boleh cos im not even 18 and i havent got a job.
So...
Mama nak pakai nama Cik Nisha cos her gaji same as mama so senang dapat loan. BUT CIK ALI TAK BAGI. Mutual trust? Go down the drain i tell you!
Bila CIK ALI NI DA SEMPIT... JANGAN NAK COME CRAWLING TO MY MUM MINTAK PINJAM DUIT LAGI.
And they are biologically related man! Thats what annoys me most! He dont trust her own sister! Padahal selama ni, mak aku da tolong dia banyak kali!

I can bet you 100% that Makyam who is not blood related but a sister to mama WILL offer to put the car under her name... IF ONLY she got gaji besar cos she LOVE mama and TAK BERKIRA pasal harta benda ni. COS THEY ARE BROUGHT UP WELL with my precious nenek and arwah atuk.

I knew it :(

Mum called me just now and she said that she'll come back late today cos she gg A&E to send makyam. Then im like shocked giler! What happen smpi kena masuk A&E?? Then mum said she patah tangan/fracture cos ntahla kawan dia tolak ke aper. Then end convo already. I definitely nt gonna tell nenek dulu cos later she shock n pengsan i cnt handle o_o

Then in the convo i believe i heard mum said makyam patah tangan on thurs. I didnt notice anything at that moment. Then when i think back, on last thurs, when Hanis tgh present during PEC class. Her last few slides, i felt i zoned out. My body was definitely in e classroom but my mind flew away. Its like a vision u knw. But i visioned bout nenek cos she's vulnerable mah. But i can feel that its not her when mum called me after class. Cos if anything happen to nenek, mum will call me on tt day what. Then maybe its someone in family, something will happen but i have no idea what. I just felt tak sedap hati. I've never zoned out liddat before in class.
Initially, i thought i was just having my own imagination uh but this feels authentic. Im able to differentiate it.
Then aft hanis present, my mind came back to class. N i told yana that i felt tk sdp hati about my family.

And today then i know why i felt tak sedap hati.
Makyam patah tangan on LAST THURSDAY.

Another proof that my instinct is right again, alhamdulillah.

Monolog

Since bestie tulis monolog, saye pon nak try la ^.^ hehs!
Ok i dont really get whats a monolog but i guess its just an expression of whatever thats in your heart. So i shall do that.
Dhea's monolog is abt the devastating loss of her dad. Mine will be about being an adopted child. Feel like doing my monolog in english cos my malay sudah karat :( but nvm, i shall try. So pls bear with my karatness oke.
Here goes:
(thinking how to start... :P)





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